I had a several-hour Reiki and hypnosis session with Miss Juli with the aim of releasing performance pressure, being able to let go better, and reducing self-judgment in relation to my sexuality and arousal.
After a chat about the general procedure, I changed into comfortable clothing and then lay down on a couch while she prepared everything. Miss Juli planned a short relaxation exercise with singing bowl music to start with. Listening to the beautiful melodic sounds of the music calmed me greatly.
Afterwards, she started with Reiki. As she moved her hands over my body, I felt a strong warmth and tingling in some places and the energy flowing through my body. She intuitively stopped in places that reacted strongly or felt ‘blocked’ to me. When we finished, I felt lighter, more alert, and refreshed.
After a short hydration break and a chat about how I was feeling, we moved on to hypnosis.
I lay down again and she guided me to go into relaxation, to relax every part of my body and to sink deeper. When I was in trance, she guided me to imagine that I was in my safe space and describe what the space looked like. By creating a safe space, we were able to look at the topics that lead to my self-judgement (e.g. lack of boundaries, self-image etc.) and reframe them with positive situations from a new perspective. She then gently brought me out of the trance and we discussed how we had felt.
At last we went into the trance again, but this time not to my safe space but to my subconscious fantasies. She guided me again to imagine a room that leads me to my fantasies. I told her what I was seeing and what was happening. It was very arousing and Miss Juli gave me a little challenge in the middle of the fantasy. She asked me if the women in my fantasy were making sounds and if I could imitate them… with some reluctance, I managed to do it and was able to let go even more. She then gave me some more time in my fantasy before gently bringing me out of the trance again.
Afterwards, we discussed everything. I hadn’t felt so relaxed in months, and the arousal lasted for some time afterward. 😉
– Written by M.